Archive for October, 2005

Life Is Amazing For Any 12 Years Old Girl

I guess Yaya was celebrating her 12 years-old birthday last night. I talked to Mom on the phone and she said there was a nice cake awaits them to murder. I still remember what had happened 12 years ago. My sister was expecting the baby in the hospital while I was studying in the university. On the afternoon of 30 October after I finished the lectures in the Uni, I rode my bike to see her. I guess that was the last time I saw her as a kids-free woman. She was happy and physically healthy. She even sent me outside to the main entrance of the hospital. I remember she told me that she wished the baby would come on the first day of November. Triple 1 would be awesome enough for anybody to fill in the blank of DOB in his or her whole life. Unfortunately, at the Eve of that great day, Yaya decided to come out to join us instead of staying there any longer. Then we had to find another reason to make the date of 31st October unique. Luckily we got to know that another occasion is also going on today. They call it Halloween. In another word, it is a strange and funny festival about pumpkins. I don’t’ know…Maybe Americans would walk around holding their torches or wearing some ghostish costumes to scare the shadows away at the midnight time? However, it is cool to bond your birthday to a well-known occasion, no matter how weird the occasion is.

12 years old! What a beautiful age! At my age of 12, I experienced the first strike in my life. I failed to be accepted by one of the best middle schools I had wished to get in and got some serious conditions in the third months of my life in an ordinary middle school. That summer school holiday was a disaster. Mom was thinking about sending me away to Shandong living with her brother to rebuild my way to the holly temple of the higher education. Her idea made me sad, thinking my educational life was over just because of an unsuccessful stupid exam. I don’t know why finally she gave up this idea, but I knew she had never been happy with the school I spent 6 years in.

There was nothing pleasant happened in that year except one day I got a piano. I was so fascinated with this amazing instrument that I just could not help practising it more than 2 hours when I was still swollen all over, weak and sick at home. In the December of 1986, I got a chance to study playing the piano under the supervision of a professional piano player working for the Chinese Central Orchestra, who gave me a very unforgettable music journey in my adolescent time. I have always been wondering why she would have taken me, a 12-years-old girl with a swollen face and knowing nothing about the piano. Well, there was an exam before they made the decision, but for someone who has never played the piano until 12 and had to walk into the crowd of 5 to10 years-old kids, I was like a retarded giant.

Everything gets to move only after they all stop. My life changed from that point on, so did my personality. The pain has gone before I came to realise that it was a pain and the lesson I’ve got is, the earlier you get into a dead-end, the quicker you would get a new chance. And, when you are at age of 32 like me, you would believe that all the pain could be gracefully beard and finally turn out absolutely amazing.

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A Comparision between Available Blogs

It’s an unavoidable issue to consider the usage of your native language in a blog website if you do seriously think about making blog a dispensable part of your daily life. When you have the impulse to say something, you always want to say it right with certain degrees of freedom that allows you play with your language; if you are lazy to speak up, it’s more important that you can at least manage something you are really familiar with and would not become more passive when you realise your lack of ability saying something exactly the same as how you think. However, it’s cool to have a pure English blog site. It’s a matter of being closer to this world.

- www.yourblog.org – I guess it was the first Chinese blog I tried in the Internet, but sad to say it apparently would not be my last one to hold on. Nice layout and easily operatable interface leaves you no barrier to access every possible function to make the best use of this website. And they do have some good templates although sometime they look a little bit reductant and over-garnish that would take a long time to load in. There is no way to hide your whole website, but you can choose publish the individual entry privately which means you have to operate this function separately when you blog something each times. The reason made me finally give up this website was the strict censor system they’ve got. It’s too much for a blogger who wants to have some fun through writing. Actually you can not say anything that has anything to do with the current political affairs or social issues. Even you really don’t have an intention to do so, you still can not use those sensitive words that relates to such topics. Sometime you feel so frustrated when you experience so many times uploading failures. You don’t know which exactly the vocabulary in these 2000 or 3000 words goes wrong and it’s impossible for you to go through every word you have written, then you say “okay off I go”.

- Sina Blog – It’s another Chinese blog hosted by the biggest Chinese Internet gateway. I just started to make a bit sense yesterday. It’s a good one and the tech it applies is pretty close to those currently popular English blog websites. They almost have everything what a modern blog website would take. Profile photo, bulletin board, blog category management, photo album and good Chinese formatting display…..they even are trying to develop some background music that is the last thing of the Internet I could bear. The bad aspect is from the control panel which is quite hard to understand why they look like that and it’s also hard to operate. The Module Setting is set aside as a separate unit with 3 chubby and stupid buttons on the left column of the Control Panel, which looks pretty bizarre. I just don’t understand why they would do that. Anyway, you will very easily get yourself lost in the repeatedly popping-up windows which have exactly the same content inside. You have to jump up and down among windows and keep closing the unnecessary ones which is a tiresome enough job to maintain your good mood to stay in there. By the way, Sina Blog have many celebrities’ blogs which I think a very disgusting trick to seduce the public but has nothing to do with the true blog spirit.

- ModBlog – I found this one through Google search by accident. It happened after I failed to like yourblog.org and during the worst time when I was finding a new job. It gave me a space to say something in English without any hesitation because it has open permission function which I chose to only open my website to the nominated friends in my list. It was a totally brand-new experience for me to blog in there, getting everything beautifully laid out and 80% controlling the style I could picture. They do have very simple and beautiful templates until lately I found from the Notice Board that this function has been currently down for quite a while and doesn’t have any sign to get well soon. After all it’s just a small website and there are no such big hosts like Google or Microsoft behind it. As a result, you can not expect too much and count on its stable performance all the time. This blog doesn’t support Chinese at all. If you input Chinese Characters, it will give you some strange things. Don’t be surprised when you see that.

- Square Space – You will always get this one when you do a search work in Google (I don’t know why. Maybe Square Space is Google’s nephew), and you would always try to get in it, but you will always put it in the last place in your blog sites collection. It gives you nothing special except 30 days trial period and isolated feelings when you are blogging something. You can not see a connection between your blog and others, and it feels like you are doing a beginner’s website in the FrontPage. It’s so boring that after 10 minutes later you even can hardly keep your eyes open. Well…Shut the site down and go to sleep though! The introductory page of this website gives you lots of beautiful samples showing how attractive this blog site is. Unfortunately it would not happen on you unless you are very knowledgeable about HTML composing. I guess I am dumb, so this is not my place at all. Well….it supports Chinese but the display is poor.

-Blogger Team – The domain colour of Blogger Team is red which drives you nuts, but the actual blog site is very simple. Chinese characters work all right in there but format is also unbearably ugly. There are some bugs with certain template. You’ve got strange codes under the body text. The templates are much better than Square Space, but it still can not give you the confidence that the website will last long and will further develop.

- MSN Space – A perfect compatibility of both English and Chinese. Slide-show of photo album is the coolest feature I have ever seen in a blog site. Email posting function is amazing. Instant modules dragging and moving is easy to handle. You’ve got three levels to set a permission list to decide who can see your blog site. Everything is good except the storage space is only 30 MB and Ad banner on the top of the web looks stupid. As for the category management, you can add a category only when you are publishing a new entry; you can not add an empty category in a management panel. However, it’s not a big deal since categories are supposed to exist only when there is something in them. I guess I do like this blog…..if I wasn’t told about Blogger or Blog Spot.

- Blog Spot or maybe Blogger – It’s not my fault to have been away from this site for such a long time. The black background my husband set misled me to the wrong direction and has been giving me a very unpleasant feeling about this blog. I though it was the end of the world until yesterday we found otherwise. Well you can change lots of things in there although it all starts from a very tiny pencil symbol beside one of your blog entries. It’s a bit little late to realize what you have missed in the past one year without this blog site, but it is never too late to find the fact that you can change something in your life. David is trying to convince me being with this blog site provided by the most successful Internet developer Google. He even showed me some good blog sites from other people. I was really moved. When you see them, you know there is no mystery inside and you can easily make an equally good one as theirs. So, give it a go! Before the final decision, several things need to be confirmed further in this blog site: The display of Chinese characters; the category management function and the gallery feature. Their templates are good (except the black one) and plenty enough to choose from. They don’t surprise you, and the simplest is the best.

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詹森:浪漫曲

和其它大腕级古典作曲家相比,A.Jenson几乎不值一提。没有人知道他,这么发达的网络时代居然连他的一张画像都找不出来。可这首 Romance却是我的最爱之一。也许它对于追求发挥弹奏技巧而获得快感的人来说并不合适,但对于一个想安安静静倾听音乐材质,并从中做些丰富联想的人来说,却是一首既简单又具相当内涵的作品。

其实音乐本身就是一种具有情绪激活作用的东西。好的音乐就是那些能激活更多人共感情绪的作品。从这一点上看,音乐作品其实很象一只被人支持的足球队——你爱的巴赫可能众志成城,他爱的肖邦也许能呼风唤雨,而我爱的无名小卒虽然只有我一个人知道,却在 某个特定的时间、场合或心境下就是我的全部。

该曲最初录于Yamaha Clavinova数码钢琴,再经由耳机接口通过iRiver H320的Line In直接转录为MP3文件。

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神秘园之歌

如果以后再有人用《神秘园》里的任何曲谱来引诱我,我也不会碰了。神秘园已经成为我的过去式了,不是它本身在音乐上有什么问题,而是它和恩雅一样,不应该在单钢琴上演奏。到目前为止,没有那个改编的钢琴谱版本可以真实而生动地再现原来的音乐的。如果弹琴只是为听一段似曾相识的旋律,那么还不如自己清唱呢!另外,经过改编的钢琴谱往往为了保持原来的旋律,几乎没有什么有价值的技巧可以发展,这对于从弹奏中获得快乐的演奏者来说根本就是缺乏意义。可惜大多数听众不能理解到这一点,因此也无法去在乎你的感受。对他们来说,从自己并不熟悉的钢琴上听到一些自己所熟悉的片断似乎更令他们激动。

我选择弹奏的这首曲子《神秘园之歌》Song From Secret Garden可以算是我见过的改编中最出色的了。在处理上我的速度比原CD要慢得多、安静得多。或许是因为速度降下来的原因,处理的空间和时间也要更大、更充分些。但在我听了由键盘、小提琴及人声构成的原创作品后,我开始怀疑自己是否违背了作者的初衷,且无端地生出了不少多余的伤感。不管怎么样,那段小小的旋律我已准备存封了……

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德彪西:阿拉伯花纹

这是最近一两个星期的主要任务之一。以前对德彪西没有感觉,可能跟年龄以及琴技有直接关系。年龄太小,只会无病呻吟,喜欢的东西太悲以至于悲得上气不接下气;琴技太浅,没有机缘演绎德彪西的Rubato风格。规则的东西还没有练好,更谈不上什么随意中的不随意。

最 近听了几个他的曲子,觉得幻想的成分很重,特别适合我这种年龄已经快要被生活磨掉了想象力的家庭妇女。他和肖邦一样,是少有的能在稍快节奏中同样出色地表 现伤感和梦幻气氛的作曲家。同样,他们都对演奏者的理解力具有相当的挑战性。18岁以下、少不经事、没有独处需要的人都不该演奏他们的曲子;另外,没有能 力在整个曲子中分辨左右手不同旋律行进的人,也应该靠边站。再加上速度不够的、或者速度一起来就一瘸一拐的,干脆就去自杀吧!别把好好的东西毁了。

我感觉最近弹的《阿拉伯》一曲有着超乎一般长度的乐句起伏,特别需要揉进一些纵深感。左右手三对二也是练习的重点。曲中大部分都需要保持极快的节奏,失去了平衡和支撑点的手指很容易在滚动不止的三连音中走失,变成一团乱七八糟的堆砌。

我听的样本演奏不知是谁弹的,相当标准,甚至标准到不象是德彪西。不过速度和过渡句处理绝佳,乐曲一起呵成,听了真有一番回味,却只留下无言以对。好的乐曲总是让你感觉太快,希望它能够反复,可是却在你意识到一切时已然消失……

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恩雅:无雨的一天

用纯钢琴演绎一首已经被合成器编排得活色生香且听得滚瓜烂熟的曲子实在是个蠢主意。我试图将和声和钢琴两种音色加以混合进行弹奏,但还是觉得怎么都不大对劲 儿。我猜自己弹奏的这个乐谱版本问题不是特别大,但恩雅的音乐特性之一是空灵感和延长感,仿佛是余音不散的山谷。声音合在一起盘旋在上空,容不得其中有半点杂质。她的音乐旋律简单耐听,算是一流的,但混音效果(也就是最能表现她的音乐风格的部分)却让人昏昏欲睡。 我喜欢质地清晰的音乐,受不了耳朵里不干净,或许这就是我为什么总是没有办法真正地喜欢她的作品,虽然偶尔听听确实不错,但在任何一种心境下我都不会首选 她的作品。我清晰地知道:恩雅所代表的一类New Age音乐或许曾经让许多人狂喜过、冲动过,但却从来都不属于我。对此曲我仍然保留最本色的钢琴演奏风格的原因也正在于此。为什么不试试从脱去了纷繁制作 外衣的纯钢琴演绎中找到她音乐中最精华的部分——旋律之美呢?

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