I want to cut my hair, seriously. It’s been a whole 6 years I haven’t tried any other hair style than the current one. Always long and straight, always apart in the slightly left from the middle. The front hair right over my forehead never grew and will never grow. People call that kind of thing “baby hair”, meaning we get them from babyhood, and they stay at that baby stage forever. Well, they are quite soft but for an adult head, they could seem to be too unruly, and I don’t know how to get rid of them. For the past 30 years, I always let them be.
We have a plan to spend a couple of days in Sydney (though it’s not certainty) around the Christmas time. If it’s possible, I would love to spend half an hour with hairdresser to get my hair cut a bit and trimmed. It won’t be a big change though, but it will definitely save me more time and shampoo, or maybe with big shorter hair, I can enjoy more hair styles. My hair is just too long to stand, but strangely, my hair doesn’t really split at the end. How nice is that! After twice physical and chemical straightening process 4 years ago, my hair has totally gone wild and become quite fuzzy after every time’s shower. Winter is more unbearable as it takes longer to dry out the hair than usually it was needed in other warmer days. I have to rely on a hair blow dryer all the time, which is not my first choice at all.
I do admire people who can change their hair style all the time. They can do wavy or straight, cute or classic, formal or casual, coloured or just plain, pony tail or twisted bun. However, 6 years ago I sort of started to realise that changing the hairstyle all the time is not something that every woman can do. Sometimes it’s more important and more meaningful to find a hair style really suits you the best than keep trying. Some women might never be able to find out what’s the best for her in the whole life-span, which I reckon quite a tragedy. That’s why I probably would not give up my long hair easily. Actually I am amazed by the fact that after so many years of keeping the same, I have not gotten sick of that yet. It shouldn’t be like that, but it did happen and is happening 
